SOMEONE DO CARE

Did someone ever told u tat they care about u? well, tho sometimes they didn't say it but most of the time ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS... ... if u take time to ponder upon what the people around u had been doing, u will realize they really do care bout u... ...

It can be a simple sms... ...

"hai babe, hw's u'r day? "

well, something simple like this can make me smile like retard whole day, i'm so easily touched... ... and hurts easily too...sometimes very sensitive too... and emotionally fragile, easily shed tears, and hide my sorrow oh so wondefully, when i'm crying inside no one know, because i put on a really great show!

So, my heart is fragile, very very fragile... ... if my heart falls into the wrong hand... i might bleed to death...

That is probably why some concern bout who i'm dating... ... they bug me so many time about choosing boyfriend...

telling me not to move so fast

telling me to get to know him first

telling me to pray for it

telling me to move really slow, really really slow

telling me not to make wrong decision

I'm glad i have people like them sometimes, they make me realize, SOMEONE DO REALLY CARE ABOUT ME.

MY MUMM... ...

I have to go back to kuching early in the morning using bus 7:30am, from Sarikei... ...

my mumm wakes me up at 6:00am, but me, lazy head sleep til 6:30am

u know girl, wake up, shower, pack little thing here, little thing there,

and the time is 7:00am already, and i haven't have my breakfast yet...

just before arrive at the bus station, my mumm ask me if i'm hungry.. of course i am...

she says she will stop by the coffee shop near the bus station and ask me to go down order anything to eat on the bus later...

but i'm being Ms.cranky , i say i don want to go down, cross my hand and closed my eyes... ...

my precious mumm then stop by the coffee shop, jump down and go order something for me to eat on the bus... ... she come back with a smile and give me my breakfast... ...

i'm seriously gonna cry my eyes out

i am being so unreasonable but yet my mumm tolerate all my stupid act, i feel so guilty the way i act.She's the one that tell me to pray to God ask for the perfect guy... ...

"Berdoalah, minta dari Tuhan."

I thank God for my mumm every second of my life... ... SHE CARES

As for my side, i know what i'm doing, and i know my feeling very well... ... VERY VERY WELL.

small little gesture tat makes my day

sometimes small little stuff tat we took for granted can make our day so so much better... ...

i was out with my sister today, we stop by kfc for lunch, i always like kfc Ice cream jelly, so yummy~~~ well my sister has to run bcoz her break time almost over.. so we packed everything and headed to her work place. i'm so busy licking the ice cream jelly all the way to Avon.. hemm... we have to stop and cross the road to reach Avon, my sister was about to cross the road, then she turn around and say " faster b, so many car"... well the kid inside of me still busy licking the ice cream jelly off the spoon... my sister was so thoughtfull that she turn around back to me and grab my ice cream jelly hand and drag me cross the road...

AWWWW~~~~~~~~ i am so touched!!!!!!!

see now, i'm turning 21 this july, in other words i am an adult, but my sister make me feel like i am a precious little girl, her little baby sister... ... Thanks to my kfc ice cream jelly.

Me and my sister, back in K.K, Sabah when i was only 9yrs old n she's 11yrs ols

my sister hugging a big turtle mummy hand made pillow

I LOVE MY BIG SISTER!!!

Hi Blogger, I'm new here

i'm so jealous when i read my friend's blog, they manage to costumize it really really well n nice... ... i guess i need to go n buy " blogging for dummies" hemm... i still exploring bloging, found it very enjoying, to pour my heart out on everything... though so far no one had yet read it but i don mind, this blog is like my very own diary... a very public diary ^___^

I'M SO NEW HERE

can u find liley?

notice any differences?

A suppose to be wonderful studio picture was ruined when suddenly i came out of hiding... ... wats wif the studio people?? y r they so smart to let me hide back there ..hahhaa.

can't blame the kid, she's just too cute... hohoh~

The original Liley ^____^

This is the original me,

no make up on my face,

no blusher on my cheek,

no contact lens in my eyes ball,

no mascara to lengthen my eye lashes,

no compact powder to conceal my pigmentation,

no lip gloss on my lips,

no hair extension on my hair,

no acessories hanging anywhere,

just camera lightning tat hopefully can hide my flaws

just simple girl,

with full frame glasses,

with baggy t-shirt,

and fresh off the shower hair... ...

Hai there!~ this is me again
only with,



with make up on my face,

with blusher on my cheek,

with contact lens in my eyes ball,

with mascara to lengthen my eye lashes,

with compact powder to seal my pigmentation,

with lip gloss so tat my lips look irresistable,

with hair extansion tat make my hair look gorgeous,

with acessories dangling on my ear lobe,

no more simple girl,

no more full frame glasses,

no more baggy t-shirt,

no more fresh off the shower hair... ...

hey, which liley u like better???

^_____^

FEELING

Remember that feeling?

when u falling in love with tat someone... ... u smile whenever u think about him, u cant fall asleep at night because u r excited to meet him tomorrow

u have him in ur imagination, holding hand, hugging u or kissing u??? u blush away when someone tease about u n him... ...

then u would think about how wonderful life will be if u two got married and have children, how cute ur kids will be... how u two will spend the rest of your life together and

how u hope even when u have wrinkles all over ur face, he stills wake up tu you every morning calling "morning babe" and kiss u in ur forehead.. ..

i know, u would want him to walk beside u when u go grocery shopping, not far in front of u leaving u behind with all the heavy stuff

hemmm... remember the first time u kiss tat someone ... ... ???

i know u know that feeling very well... ...

SOULMATE

by Natasha Bedingfield

Incompatible, it don't matter though

coz someone's bound to hear my cry

speak out if u do

you're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr.Loveable

is already in my life?

right in front of me

or maybe u're in disguise?

who doesn't long for someone to hold

who knows how to love u without being told

somebody tell me why i on my own

if there's a soulmate for everyone?

here we are again, circle never end

how do i find the perfect fit?

there's enough for everyone

but i'm still waiting in line

who doesn't long for someone to hold

who knows how to love u without being told

somebody tell me why i'm on my own

if there's a soulmate for everyone

if there's a soulmate for everyone

most relationship seems so transitory

they're all good but not the permenant one... ...

who doesn't long for someone to hold

who knows how to love u without being told

somebody tell me why i'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone

who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love u without being told

somebody tell me why i'm on my own
it there's a soulmate for everyone

if there's a soulmate for everyone

PRINCE CHARMING

I'm done kissing frog... ... PRINCE CHARMING please reveal yourself ... ...

The one that u're going to marry,

will be your spouse,

will share the rest of yourlife together,

will be there holding your hand

when u're in labour room trying to push out ur first born,

he will be the one tat kiss your forehead when the baby arrive,

he will be the one that pray for ur kid... ...

thanking God for the wonderful and normal baby...

He will be there together with u to nuture the kids till they r old enough to leave the nest...

He will be there to can them if they misbehave,

He will be there during the worst day ever in ur live,

when everything seems to fall apart,

he still faithfully there walking beside u hand in hand,

not behind u, not in front u, not away from u... but BESIDE U... ...

He will be there every Valentine's day, every anniversary, every single important day in your live.. ...

won't u wanna find the perfect fit?

life is short,
live life to the fullest,
say what u feel,

never regret it... ...

because life is just too short to linger around the bitter town... ...

life is just too precious from gulping down feeling of stupidity... ...

lileysia ^___^