what is LOVE ?

If I had a flower for every time I thought of you, I could walk in my garden forever."

--Alfred Lord Tennyson

"Two souls with but a single thought, two hearts that beat as one."

-John keats

"In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything, and two minus one equals nothing."

--Mignon McLaughlin

"If I could reach up and hold a star for every time you made me smile, I would have the whole night sky in the palm of my hand."
--Unknown

"Kiss me and you will see stars; love me and I will give them to you."
--Unknown

"Love is a dream that comes alive when we meet."
--Unknown

"The most eloquent silence; that of two mouths meeting in a kiss."
--Unknown

"Love is the irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired."
--Mark Twain

"There is no remedy for love but to love more."

--Henry David Thoreau

"Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies."

--Aristotle

Looking good when i'm sick

INFECTION VS ME

so, i got infection on my right eye, swollen, red and discharge all the time. not forget to mention

runny nose + headache + 'incom

ing' fever + sore throat.

what does people do when they're sick, i should know better bcoz i'm a nurse to-be

1. Lots of fluid

2.Lots of rest

3.High vitamin diet

4.High protein diet

5.Balanced diet

6.Medication on time

7.Stay away from any source of infection (cat's fur)

8.Maintain self hygiene

i did those stuff, but add more fun to it... i went crazy. This is wat i did:

1.Belly dancing work out with my sister

2.Taking nap with my cat and it's fur

3.Taking nap on couch with one eye taped and the other eye watching 'The biggest loser'

4.Try to look sexy when i'm sick.. huh~

5.Snaps lots and lots of pics ^______^ , and obviously my sis is annoyed by me.

6.Blogging instead of resting

7. calling my bf... the best remedy for all infection!!!!!!!!

8. Go jogging wif my sister.

9.Eating comfort food for my eye infection = KFC pop corn chicken n jelly ice cream.. hohohoo

so, u guys... take care. XOXO,

Angel's cry

Angel Cry

by

Mariah Carey Ft Ne-yo

I shouldn't have walked away
I would've stayed if you said
We could've made everything OK
But we just
Threw the blame back and forth
We treated love like a sport
The final blow hit so low
I'm still on the ground

I couldn't have prepared myself for this fall
Shattered in pieces curled on the floor
Super natural love conquers all
'Member we used to touch the sky
And

Lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
We let it drift
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angels cry

C'mon babe can't our love be revived
Bring it back and we gon' make it right
I'm on the edge just tryin' to survive
As the angels cry


I thought we'd be forever and always
You were serenity
You took away the bad days
Didn't always treat you right
But it was OK
I do somethin' stupid
And you still stay with me

But you can only go for so long
Doing the one you claim to love wrong
Before too much is enough
You look up
Find your love gone
And

We were so good together
How come we could not weather
This storm and just do better
Why did we say goodbye

'Cause lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
We let it drift
In a storm
Now every night
I feel the angels cry


C'mon babe can't our love be revived
Bring it back and we gon' make it right
I'm on the edge just tryin' to survive
As the angels cry

Baby I'm missin' you
Don't allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I'm reaching for you

Baby I'm missin' you
Don't allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I'm reaching for you

Lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
But we let it slip
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angels cry

Oh babe, the angels cry

probably heard tis song before.... ... this song suit my parent so well... i wish they can works things out... ... the 'angel cry' .... i will always be the angel when they say GOOD BYE ...

i forget when is the last time we spend chinese new year together.... the last Gawai celebration together, the last time we gather together... ... most importantly i forget when is the last time we took out family photo... ... i hate taking family photo without either 1 of them... ... i want the whole family....

Dadi...

Mami...

Gariey & Sally ...

Josephine & Kurt...

Labu...

Me...

then it will be the perfect family photo... ... which i can only imagine ... ... hate

Dedicated to Mami & Dadi,

True love's a gift

we let it drift ... ...

Remember we used to touch the sky?

When you and I say good bye

i feel the angels cry ... ...

I miss both of you badly ...

xoxo,

lileysia

SOMEONE DO CARE

Did someone ever told u tat they care about u? well, tho sometimes they didn't say it but most of the time ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS... ... if u take time to ponder upon what the people around u had been doing, u will realize they really do care bout u... ...

It can be a simple sms... ...

"hai babe, hw's u'r day? "

well, something simple like this can make me smile like retard whole day, i'm so easily touched... ... and hurts easily too...sometimes very sensitive too... and emotionally fragile, easily shed tears, and hide my sorrow oh so wondefully, when i'm crying inside no one know, because i put on a really great show!

So, my heart is fragile, very very fragile... ... if my heart falls into the wrong hand... i might bleed to death...

That is probably why some concern bout who i'm dating... ... they bug me so many time about choosing boyfriend...

telling me not to move so fast

telling me to get to know him first

telling me to pray for it

telling me to move really slow, really really slow

telling me not to make wrong decision

I'm glad i have people like them sometimes, they make me realize, SOMEONE DO REALLY CARE ABOUT ME.

MY MUMM... ...

I have to go back to kuching early in the morning using bus 7:30am, from Sarikei... ...

my mumm wakes me up at 6:00am, but me, lazy head sleep til 6:30am

u know girl, wake up, shower, pack little thing here, little thing there,

and the time is 7:00am already, and i haven't have my breakfast yet...

just before arrive at the bus station, my mumm ask me if i'm hungry.. of course i am...

she says she will stop by the coffee shop near the bus station and ask me to go down order anything to eat on the bus later...

but i'm being Ms.cranky , i say i don want to go down, cross my hand and closed my eyes... ...

my precious mumm then stop by the coffee shop, jump down and go order something for me to eat on the bus... ... she come back with a smile and give me my breakfast... ...

i'm seriously gonna cry my eyes out

i am being so unreasonable but yet my mumm tolerate all my stupid act, i feel so guilty the way i act.She's the one that tell me to pray to God ask for the perfect guy... ...

"Berdoalah, minta dari Tuhan."

I thank God for my mumm every second of my life... ... SHE CARES

As for my side, i know what i'm doing, and i know my feeling very well... ... VERY VERY WELL.

small little gesture tat makes my day

sometimes small little stuff tat we took for granted can make our day so so much better... ...

i was out with my sister today, we stop by kfc for lunch, i always like kfc Ice cream jelly, so yummy~~~ well my sister has to run bcoz her break time almost over.. so we packed everything and headed to her work place. i'm so busy licking the ice cream jelly all the way to Avon.. hemm... we have to stop and cross the road to reach Avon, my sister was about to cross the road, then she turn around and say " faster b, so many car"... well the kid inside of me still busy licking the ice cream jelly off the spoon... my sister was so thoughtfull that she turn around back to me and grab my ice cream jelly hand and drag me cross the road...

AWWWW~~~~~~~~ i am so touched!!!!!!!

see now, i'm turning 21 this july, in other words i am an adult, but my sister make me feel like i am a precious little girl, her little baby sister... ... Thanks to my kfc ice cream jelly.

Me and my sister, back in K.K, Sabah when i was only 9yrs old n she's 11yrs ols

my sister hugging a big turtle mummy hand made pillow

I LOVE MY BIG SISTER!!!

Hi Blogger, I'm new here

i'm so jealous when i read my friend's blog, they manage to costumize it really really well n nice... ... i guess i need to go n buy " blogging for dummies" hemm... i still exploring bloging, found it very enjoying, to pour my heart out on everything... though so far no one had yet read it but i don mind, this blog is like my very own diary... a very public diary ^___^

I'M SO NEW HERE